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Monday 29 July 2013

'As long as there are hearts in my care'

Am I meant to endure?
Bear forever these relentless attacks from the ‘Stranger Within
Coalition of 'Strangers External' now allied  
Damaged ‘stock’, a drain on loved ones, a drain on the state
Existing shamefaced in a world where others live  
Fight or flight? Consumed with fear
Gods disappointment  
Haunted by another time – I’m needed there
Inner Child calls for comfort.. her tears roll down my face. Quote vis @stuckinscared AtoZ challenge. Poetry. Poem... 'As long as there are hearts in my care'.
Juggling madness and mothering – I’m needed here
Keeper of hearts, taking care not to hurt them
La-di-da persecutors seek to destroy – hearts are threatened
Must endure!
Nabobery hoodwink the masses - ignorance permits
OCD’ torments me with 'their' words
Paranoia - fear - shame, my own mind is the oppressor’s mightiest weapon!
Quote: "The human spirit will endure sickness; but a broken spirit who can bear?"
Run away – run and hide - panic!
Silently screaming - visibly scarred – STUCK IN SCARED
Too much to bear, unbearable now – Is this it?  Am I broken? Is this what broken feels like?
Unendurable  
VOID... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... crimson awareness
Welcome relief - wounded NOT broken
Xmas – I love Christmas – Random
Years of Yesterdays and all my tomorrows – as long as there are hearts in my care - I endure.
Z – Clearly I never thought this through because despite an extensive ‘Google’ search I found no ‘Z words’ to fit my thoughts. Fail...! o_O

POSITIVE THOUGHT 
Christmas (obviously) and just above that, right at the top of my list of positives, are the much loved 'hearts in my care'. 
"I like Christmas a Lottle.. it's like a little, but a lot." via @stuckinscared


PRAYER
Lord, Thank you for my children, for trusting me with their hearts and for every single day (no matter how difficult that day is for me) that you wake me and bring me to them. Amen
"If i were Peter Pan, my kida would be my Happy Thought". Quote via @stuckinscared AtoZ challenge.

                                    
Thank you for allowing me to share 

God bless you and all those you love 

Kimmie x 

Monday 8 July 2013

'I do not like that 'Cam-I-am'

Austerity Poem... I do not like that Cam-I-Am.

That ‘Cam-I-am’ 
That ‘Cam-I-am’ 
I do not like that ‘Cam-I-am’

I do not like him here or there  
I do not like him anywhere
I do not like him on my telly
Evil grin - State funded *belly*
I do not like him in my head
Invading dreams when I'm in bed
I do not like his spite, his greed
His attitude to those in need
I do not like his spare room charge
homes (he says) are far too large
While he and his and them and theirs
Homes (state funded) rooms to spare
Looking down on me and mine
and you and yours and yours and theirs!

You homeless poor man....? 
'Cam' don’t care!

That ‘Cam-I-am' 
That ‘Cam-I-am’ 
I do not like that ‘Cam-I-am

Not in my head not here or there
I do not like him anywhere
I do not like his common(s) trough
Piggy chums, (state funded) scoff
I do not like his welfare war
Feed the rich starve the poor
His food-bank Britain - *Eton mess*
Cameron - Osborne - IDS
“Scrounger, skiver,  feckless slob”
“Sick, Disabled? - GET A JOB!” 
PIP PIP (pardon the pun) - State funded wine
Looking down on me and mine
And you and yours and yours and theirs

You hungry poor man....?
'Cam' don’t care!

That ‘Cam-I-am’ 
That ‘Cam-I-am’ 
I do not like that 'Cam-I-am' 

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Thank you as always for allowing me to share

God bless you and all those you love

Kimmie x 
Austerity. Oppression. Poem.